I’m cleaning out my closet and room again. I never seem to get enough. I can’t stand living in a room packed with clothes, clutter and materialistic stuff that I don’t have use for. Need to let go of stuff. Stuff doesn’t own me, consuming time and energy any longer. When I was younger, I was emotionally attached to every single item I owned, basically. Now, I can’t let go of the stuff that used to belong to my grandmother such as empty perfume bottles, her pillow etc. As a child, I’d keep everything from handkerchiefs to combs that belonged to the people I loved. Every time my family came to visit and forgot some unnecessary belongings – I’d save it in a box. Erasing their stuff equals erasing them from my life. I can’t keep on saving their stuff for the rest of my life. That’s why I need to put an end to this compulsive behavior because I know that the people I love will disappear from my life sooner or later. At last, I’ve realized the fact. That’s a good start.
Simplicity is all I need in order to remove the stress and lead a somewhat peaceful life. I need to bring out my inner zen monk, paradoxically with a fondness for perfectly tailored designer clothes.. lol. I must list my clothes from Acne, April77, Ksubi etc on ebay soon. Someone else might have use for it.